a question

I wondered is it a valid reason to love God because He love us lately. I committed to believe in Jesus long time ago and do love Him without a doubt. It’s just things happened around me lately caused me to think about a question like this. Living in a “do it my way” world nowadays I realised people around me no longer do anything out of compassion, mercy, or need. Everything goes depends on whether I like it or not, if it pays or not, if it feels good or not… Even twisted the truth to make themselves feel good about things they refused to do/face. This phenomenon pushed me into almost not believing truth genuine love or friendship anymore, just pure selfishness and self-centeredness. I’m so done with this that I’m ready to leave everything behind at this point and be done and over with. If it sounds a little over-reacted, I think I’m just being true to myself that’s all. It’s one of my groomy days.