Posts Tagged ‘peace’

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Walk on water

October 12, 2008

The whole day I was trying to either discharge or transfer my patients while I was at the hospital. I got 2 down but wasn’t able to get them all. Census went down drastically throughout the day, but I was still busy running around with little things going on with my patients. The most upsetting part is the fact that some of the doctors withdrew their clinics from the hospital, I considered them the pillers of the place! I couldn’t believe when the director of drug abuse pulled his clinic… And the cardiologist who has a cath lab at the site also bailed out… By God’s grace I did not worry too much about making a living, I think I should be able to survive with 2 jobs… ;b It’s the fact that things change so fast just a matter of days it’s upsetting.

When the disciples encountered the stormy sea and tossed by the waves badly, Jesus went to them. Peter first reacted by asking if he could also walk on water to Jesus, which is quite unexpected. But I think I’m kind of like Peter too, taking up the challenges of life when I have Jesus in my site. I may sink like Peter, but I know that Jesus will help me, and His name would be glorified. And that’s how I can experience the true peace of Christ, only when I’m in the mist of a storm…

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A shadowy day

October 8, 2008

A prisoner who had abandoned hope
Just like the demon-possessed man I felt
A slave to forces beyond control
I don’t know that world anymore
Nor it has ever known me
My heart is aching and hope is slim
I can’t see or hear because I can’t trust what was seen or heard
I figured I must have seen a ghost, heard the wind
It’s like new burnt on an old scare
It’s worse or became numb?
Either case it’s just agonizing to me
All I’m waiting is to be released from this torment
And experience the peace of Jesus again