This is supposed to be the last day of the trip, a short but intense trip. Didn’t spend much money, but went to more places than ever before I was in Toronto. We took the later boat ride in Kingston just because we took the time strolling in the downtown area and a tiny farmer’s market close-by. It was a nice day and we took the advantage of sipping coffee and looking at local artifacts.
Happened to have a little time alone with my friend to talk about life and being single. Unlike my friend I don’t want to live till a hundred years old (yak!) even with health and wealth. It’s hard to imagine someone having such passion to live that long, a first in my real life experience in fact. Who am I kidding even I have great passion to live for Christ, quality is what it counts, right?! I have been thinking joining institutions like Red Cross or MSF, if possible, so as to have a wider understanding of what Christ’s doing in this world. Or maybe just to gain a better understanding of my purpose being on earth.
Interesting enough my emotions have been having a roller coaster ride on the two hour drive back to Toronto, because of the clouds dissipating in the sky and the sun shining behind… What a magnificent and beautiful scene, telling me the sun is still there even though it’s hidden behind the clouds. Sometimes I’ll ask, am I kidding or just plain deceiving myself to find comfort in different things? I just hope that God is there watching over me with every steps I took, and still talking to me with His words. He is good, all the time.
